do i look unhappy?

I had lunch with des this afternoon. He had asked me why have I been going out drinking so often lately. Is it because I’m depressed? I told him no I’m not. Somehow he kept convincing me that I am. He said I may think I am not but subconsciously I am. I was like wtf?

I kept assuring him that I am not depressed nor am I sad. He just wouldn’t believe me.

So he said, weiling, let’s go walking. I was like, walking?! No thanks. I hate walking. He says it could make me happy. Seriously, I don’t know why he has the impression that I am not happy. I told him if he thinks I’m drinking because I’m not over it, he’s wrong. I am over it.

Then he told me, ok walking will make you happier. I don’t know where in the world he got that idea that walking will make a person happy, it definitely wouldn’t make me happy. But he is a very persistent guy. He said, ok lets go hiking instead. This was my expression -_-

To me, walking, hiking, running or anything along that line is ALL THE SAME! Stop convincing me to do it. Being the persistent guy he is, he went on telling me that we should go hiking up some mountain and watch the sunrise, it’s very beautiful and it’s worth it. I told him I would love to watch the sunrise if we can get up the mountain by car, NOT by walking. I admit, I am lazy. I hate walking.

I really don’t know how can I convince him that I’m not unhappy.

how i know you

Have you ever wondered what in the world does this statement mean:

“how I know you”

Scenario: You’re talking to a friend, bla bla bla, and lets say this friend says “don’t bluff” and you answer “why would I be bluffing?” and the friend would say, “how I know you”

Honestly, does it even make any sense? How I know you. Well if it’s used in proper english terms, it would be asking how you got to know this person. But if it’s used as per the scenario above, it doesn’t make sense, really.

I don’t deny that I do sometimes use it, but I suddenly realised it today, what does it mean? The other day I was having this conversation with a friend, it goes bla bla bla and that statement came out of him, so I said, “erm how I know you ar? From high school lor” he started laughing cause he does realize that its wrong.

It’s a wonder how malaysians can come out with a statement like this. I would presume that it’s a direct translation from somewhere. Malaysia memang boleh! Only we malaysians can understand each other. Try it on people from other countries, they’ll think you’re stupid.

monday blues

Once again, it’s Monday. It’s a blue day.

Who in the world actually came out with the idea that we should work 5 days a week and only get the weekends off? Work should start on Tuesday and end on Thursday. Then we would only need to work 3 days and get to play the other 4. That would be cool.



Aunty in the office should learn to keep her voice down. Every morning, not kidding, every single morning she’ll be screaming at someone for something. It’s very torturing, really. She’ll be screaming from her place all the way to the person she’s looking for. It does irritate me sometimes especially when I’m on the phone and can’t hear the other person cause all I can hear is her!

People here can be quite loud sometimes. And those senior execs sitting in front of me behave like kids at times, throwing things at each other and somehow those things that they were throwing would fly my direction and hit me instead. So it’s quite scary when you don’t pay attention to what they are up to. But honestly, they are the ones who keep me sane in the office.

V games

Been playing with NFS on my PSP every night before I go to bed and it’s really bad cause I don’t get proper sleep after that. Even when I’m sleeping, my brain will still be racing. I’ll wake up feeling like I’ve not slept the whole night.

I’ve been addicted to video games lately, been spending 2 weekends playing street fighter at a friend’s place but unfortunately I still pretty much sucked in that game. I told z, he has gotta give me some time to practice, I’m sure I’ll get better. But it’s actually quite difficult to remember some of the moves so at the moment I only play using 1 character. It’s quite fun so I don’t understand why girls don’t like video games and when you’re on it, time really flies. Before you know it, the sky’s already dark outside. Few hours gone, just like that.

wait a minute...

…do I look like a secretary? do I look like someone who likes taking minutes?! I don’t even like attending meetings but I have to attend them cause somehow my job includes being a secretary now. I had to come in early this morning cause I had an 8.30 meeting, and I had to stay back cause I had another 5.30 meeting. Stupid nonsense.

I think meetings are such a waste of time. Sometimes you get a few people talking together, no one’s listening to each other, and the only person that’s probably listening would be me! cause I don’t talk. And at the end of the meeting, issues are still not resolved cause everyone’s just busy arguing with each other. How unproductive.

Somehow I always get sucked into doing things I don’t like doing. Bosses will go, weiling pls do this, weiling pls do that. Not like I don’t already have enough work. Yes, I may seem to look quite free sometimes but that’s cause I’m a procrastinator; I leave my work to the very last minute. If I don’t get pressured, I’ll just leave it.